Every Moments ♥

2011-10-21T08:00:00.000-07:00

Down the stairs

Pain and hurt

No one cares

My face in the dirt

Bouncing off the step

Bruises and bumps

Thinking

"yeap, I can get back up"

This is how it feels

When the person doesn't know

It has to be concealed

To him I cannot show

It's a strange game

It feels like a shove

I guess everyone feel the same

It's just falling in...

Secret Dream

2011-09-22T03:55:00.000-07:00

Every day I have a secret dream
That I could find a possible way
to change the past for us
to finally be together and
not keep our love a secret anymore
I would erase that one obstacle that separates us and
makes us unhappy
Find that magical moment
to where I met you before your so called
boyfriend
Then finally could the two of us be happy
Not having to keep us secret from the world
A dream...that's all it was
So our love shall stay a secret...

2011-05-30T05:32:00.000-07:00

5 sentences for you

Firstly, she is no longer my best friend

Secondly, you make the things even worst

Thirdly, you act more childishly

Fourthly, your BEST FRIEND only then a hypocrite

Fifthly, Please act Neutral!

The Hidden Feelings

2011-05-17T01:53:00.000-07:00

How I feel for you
is so hard not to say
But I have the fear
of chasing you away

Times we spend together
I treasure in my heart
But in denying my feelings
I am just playing a part

I want to hold back
but find it hard to do
There is something so special
in spending time with you

I can close my eyes
to things I don't want to see
But I can't close my heart
to things I don't want to feel.

I would rather risk my heart
to the possibility of pain
Than to never feel the joy
of loving again

Giving too much?

2011-04-26T22:55:00.000-07:00

Is there such a thing as "giving too much"
Like for example let's talk about trust
Giving too much trust is it wrong or right,
Will they tell your secrets or keep them locked up tight?
Charity, we do it for good reasons
Like feeding the needy during every season
Then they tend to depend and not try
What if you can't give no more, and they starve or die
How about this thing called love
I believe the symbol is a pure white dove
So what if you give too much love to the one you dream of
Would he cherish you or would he see it as just lust?
So tell me why I should give you my all,
Would you catch me or let me fall?
Cause that the risk of giving too much...

Smile to Sky

2011-04-06T04:25:00.000-07:00

Smile at the sky
It’s so pretty
It sets me free
When I’m sad
I go outside
When I’m happy
I go outside
A smile emerges on my face
So far and wide
Just like the sky
The smiling sky whom I smile back to
Smile at the sky

Are you happy?
You’re already outside and smiling
Are you sad?
Get your ass outside and show the sky a smile
Smile at the sky
And give it a grin or two
Remember it loves you too

Smile at the sky

Do YOU?

2011-03-27T01:24:00.000-07:00

你说你会努力把我们之间的关系搞好
但是
我怎么不觉得你有所行动呢?
每当我想先和你和好的时候
都会有一些事情让我取消念头
比如,
发现你好像又骗我了
你好像还瞒着我好多重要的事情
等等得
我不知该怎么办
有时候想到那件事
我还是会很愤怒,及疑惑
如果你真的曾经把我当成你的好朋友的话,
你怎么忍心那样对我呢?
我真的很疑惑
伤心
:(

第二次了
你说过
你后悔你上次所做的选择
因为伤了我
那又为什么?
为什么你又伤我多一次?
这次你伤得我更重了
真的
:'(

你真的有当过我是你的好朋友吗?
真心的吗?

Move On

2011-03-18T06:52:00.000-07:00

Once you overcome the depression phase,
you will be surprised to see that it was not very difficult.
All that you needed
was to make yourself understand
that this FRIEND
was not meant for you.
Also, remember these betrayals
are Experiences
that taught you valuable lessons in life
especially about your compatibility and your priorities in life.
Don't be exaggerate the issue on a vocal level
but analyze it within your heart.
However, make sure you do not become xenophobic
after all,
betrayals should not stop you from trusting people and making new friends.

:]

Broken Friendship :'(

2011-03-18T06:31:00.000-07:00

When friends let you DOWN
and are not there for you
when you need them the most,
its very heart wrenching.
Sometimes the reason why friends
BETRAY you
is just not known,
which leaves you with a feeling of guilt
that may be something went wrong from your side.
In case of Betrayal,
being at the receiving end leaves you
HURT,
CONFUSED
and ANGRY.
You demand answers
as to WHY have you been BETRAYED
for absolutely no fault of yours.
The talks END abruptly, phone calls are not returned.
HATE it as much as you want,
you will have to come to terms with reality
and ACCEPT that things were not meant to be.

:'(

2011-03-03T22:37:00.000-08:00

I DO MISS YOU
SO MUCH

=']

LIEs

2011-03-02T04:38:00.000-08:00

Lying increases the creative faculties,
expands the ego,
lessens the friction of social contacts.
It is only in lies,
wholeheartedly and bravely told,
that human nature attains through words and speech the forbearance,
the nobility,
the romance,
the idealism,
THAT being what it is
it falls so short of in fact and in deed.

Diary of A Broken Heart

2011-02-26T00:23:00.000-08:00

We were just friends at the start,
Always having fun, never apart
Then one day, something sparked
The next thing I knew, you had my heart.

The days flew by,
I lost track of time
Everytime I was with you,
I was on cloud nine.

Then one day, you asked me to be your girlfriend
I exclaimed, YES! and prayed we'd last until the very end.
No one could look into my eyes and say I wasn't happy,
Happy that I was with you, and you were with me.

With me in your arms, you told me you loved me,
Then gently kissed my forehead and gave me a squeeze.
I was convinced you were the one for me,
Apart from you, I would never be.

Just when I thought all was well,
Was when you began to put me through hell.
You said, we should just be friends
That's when I knew it was the end.

I looked into your eyes, trying to find out why,
It was all I could do, not to begin to cry.
Where I once saw love, I saw nothing,
I couldn't believe you no longer felt something.

I lay in bed, counting my tears,
Each representing what I'd hoped would be years.
Years of happiness, for us to be together,
A long-lived life, forever and ever.

But in my heart, I know this will never be,
For in yours, no longer is there a place for me.
I gave you my all; I gave you my heart,
Little did I know that you'd tear it apart.

Everyday I place a smile on my face,
As for tears, there is not a trace.
You ripped me apart, but yet it's true,
Forever and always, I'll still LOVE You.

♥

2011-02-21T03:39:00.000-08:00

The words that fall from your lips get trapped in my heart

I want to spend every second, every moment, everyday with you

I ache when we're apart

You make me smile, laugh and feel joy I've wanted for so long

Something special, something real, is what I feel

This is just the start

I've known you for many lifetimes, many years, many ways

I've searched for you low and high

I'm glad God brought you into my life

I can never see you enough, get enough or feel satisfied

I crave you more and deeper as each day goes by

When the day is long, times are bad or I am feeling blue

All it takes to make it better is to stop and think of you

You have absorbed my heart, my mind, my body and my soul

The one thing that scares you is that I will let go

Only you can stop the way I feel for you, what we share

Only you can make it end

Even then, I'll always care

Rest easy, rest light and let me in

I won't hurt you, break you or harm your beautiful heart

I'm with you forever and always

I have been from the start

I was broken, blue and needing someone

Someone like you

You saved me as I was drowning

You came to me at just the right time

Now your in my heart ALWAYS

And always on my mind

ﭢ

2011-02-19T03:02:00.000-08:00

我终于还这张脸一堆笑容

=D

A Friend's Greeting

2011-02-12T06:49:00.000-08:00

I'd like to be the sort of friend that
you have been to me;
I'd like to be the help that
you've been always glad to be;

I'd like to mean as much to you
each minute of the day
As you have meant, old friend of mine,
to me along the way.

I'd like to do the big things and
the splendid things for you,
To brush the gray from out your skies
and leave them only blue;

I'd like to say the kindly things that
I so oft have heard,
And feel that I could rouse your soul
the way that mine you've stirred.

I'd like to give you back the joy
that you have given me,
Yet that were wishing you a need
I hope will never be;

I'd like to make you feel as rich as I,
who travel on
Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to
lean upon.

I'm wishing at this time that I
could but repay
A portion of the gladness that
you've strewn along my way;

And could I have one wish this year,
this only would it be:
I'd like to be the sort of friend
that you have been to me.

=]

Before the GoodBye

2010-12-16T23:31:00.000-08:00

I'll tell you now
before we say goodbye
I want you to know
how much you mean to me

I'll tell you now
before i say goodbye
I hope i have shown in ways that you could see
that i wish there could have been
a you and me

You've dominated my thoughts a long time now
I've been wanting to pour out my heart
but I wasn't sure how
I'll always love the way you laugh
and write off life as a joke
how are you able to do this?
only God knows

I just want to let you know
before i close my eyes
that you've been one of
the brightest stars in my life

I love the fact that just talking about you
can completely change my mood
though I'm not really sure
if that's bad or good

the truth is that I'm afraid to let you know
I fear the feelings I have
you will never show
but the thing that scares me most of all
is that you won't be there to catch me
if I fall

So as we say this goodbye
my only wish is to see you before I die
I pray that you future is brightly lit
even if I'm never a part of it

And no matter how far you go
I will always love you
And I'll miss you
and the funny things you say
I'll remember everyday
in a hundred different ways

I'll miss the days you spent with me
even though you've been set free
you will forever be in my memory

So now
as I say my final goodbye
I can only hope to see you
before I die

Come Back, please

2010-12-13T00:42:00.000-08:00

Come back be mine
long time never seen
it's my fault
long time never talked
terribly bad result
You tell me not to feel bad
but then I go and cry
you tell me keep your chin up
but I feel like I could die
The worst day of my life
that day I make you sad
I need you right beside me
and never again feel mad
Can you hear me softly calling!?
can you taste my sour tears!?
do you know how much I love you!?
do you know my biggest fears!?
the inferno of my sadness
they are the fires of death
they burn here deep within me
and pierce my every breath
I wish you would stay within me
please...don't go away
I need to know you love me
and I need for you to stay
I'll love you for eternity
I'll love you for all time
just stay for ever in my arms
again..just please...be mine
You need to come back to me,dear
I need to hear you say
I told you, l'll be back sometime.
and
I LOVE YOU.
I've loved you till today
I never meant to hurt you
the way I know I have your love means more to me
than anything and I'll do whatever it takes
to prove that to you
Since the day I met you
and your love touched my heart
I knew that my life
would never be the same
Please forgive me for the pain I've caused
I'll make it up to you
every chance I get
you have my heart and my love for ever
I wont lose you
I can't stop loving you
I need you
my body,my soul,my heart...love you

The First Time

2010-12-08T23:49:00.000-08:00

A stranger you were once.
Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.
As our lives engaged,
you lit my life and I held both your hands.
Now that decades have passed,
ours souls have indeed become one.
How fortunate we are
that we have found the love so true
that everyone dreams about.