Down the stairs

Pain and hurt

No one cares

My face in the dirt

Bouncing off the step

Bruises and bumps

Thinking

"yeap, I can get back up"

This is how it feels

When the person doesn't know

It has to be concealed 

To him I cannot show

It's a strange game

It feels like a shove

I guess everyone feel the same

It's just falling in...

Secret Dream

Every day I have a secret dream
That I could find a possible way 
to change the past for us 
to finally be together and 
not keep our love a secret anymore
I would erase that one obstacle that separates us and
makes us unhappy
Find that magical moment 
to where I met you before your so called 
boyfriend
Then finally could the two of us be happy
Not having to keep us secret from the world
A dream...that's all it was
So our love shall stay a secret...

 5 sentences for you

Firstly, she is no longer my best friend

Secondly, you make the things even worst

Thirdly, you act more childishly

Fourthly, your BEST FRIEND only then a hypocrite

Fifthly, Please act Neutral!

The Hidden Feelings

How I feel for you
is so hard not to say
But I have the fear
of chasing you away

Times we spend together
I treasure in my heart
But in denying my feelings
I am just playing a part

I want to hold back
but find it hard to do
There is something so special
in spending time with you

I can close my eyes
to things I don't want to see
But I can't close my heart
to things I don't want to feel.

I would rather risk my heart
to the possibility of pain
Than to never feel the joy
of loving again

Giving too much?

Is there such a thing as "giving too much"
Like for example let's talk about trust
Giving too much trust is it wrong or right,
Will they tell your secrets or keep them locked up tight?
Charity, we do it for good reasons
Like feeding the needy during every season
Then they tend to depend and not try
What if you can't give no more, and they starve or die
How about this thing called love
I believe the symbol is a pure white dove
So what if you give too much love to the one you dream of
Would he cherish you or would he see it as just lust?
So tell me why I should give you my all,
Would you catch me or let me fall?
Cause that the risk of giving too much...

Smile to Sky

Smile at the sky
It’s so pretty
It sets me free
When I’m sad
I go outside
When I’m happy
I go outside
A smile emerges on my face
So far and wide
Just like the sky
The smiling sky whom I smile back to
Smile at the sky

Are you happy?
You’re already outside and smiling
Are you sad?
Get your ass outside and show the sky a smile
Smile at the sky
And give it a grin or two
Remember it loves you too
 

Smile at the sky

C:

Do YOU?

你说你会努力把我们之间的关系搞好
但是
我怎么不觉得你有所行动呢?
每当我想先和你和好的时候
都会有一些事情让我取消念头
比如,
发现你好像又骗我了
你好像还瞒着我好多重要的事情
等等得
我不知该怎么办
有时候想到那件事
我还是会很愤怒,及疑惑
如果你真的曾经把我当成你的好朋友的话,
你怎么忍心那样对我呢?
我真的很疑惑
伤心
:(

第二次了
你说过
你后悔你上次所做的选择
因为伤了我
那又为什么?
为什么你又伤我多一次?
这次你伤得我更重了
真的
:'(

你真的有当过我是你的好朋友吗?
真心的吗?